Post by thornpaw on Jul 31, 2008 22:01:59 GMT -5
Samael(One on left)
the character
name: Samael (God's Venom).
age: 3 winters.
gender: Male.
pack: None (for now)
rank: --
appearance: Snowy white, meaning it is a glossy color that changes to some grey and black spots along his body. Blue eyes.breed, Artic.
eyes, Blue.
pelt, White.
height, 2'8.
weight,90 lbs.
other, A slashed up tail, difficulty moving his left hind leg.
personality: His name explains basically everything needed to know about him. Samael has always had an odd infatuation with 'dark forces', and his dire desire to be 'devil-like' has affected his personality. Though shy and sensitive as he is, the wolf has grown to create an outside shell of arrogance and aggressivety. He can't tolerate anyone who he sees as weaker than him in any way, mental or physical, and whoever is better receives his inner attempts at discrediting. Perfectionist by nature, he wants, needs, to be the best. Therefore, when a wolf is stronger than him, the brute convinces himself that he is smarter. When they are smarter, that he is stronger. When they are more attractive for mating, that he has a better personality. And when he can't beat someone, he is always making up excuses for it. Samael's apparently huge ego is very fragile, and all he really seeks for is to please everyone, and because of the 'bad' companies that he has had during most of his life, his idea of being liked and respected is if he's the worst, most fearful wolf. However, when that doesn't work, he is quick to change strategies. It is complicated to determine his 'true' self, as his personality is apparently so multilple. Sometimes cold or even hateful, he can surprise with his tenderness with who he cares for. However, he has a bad tendency of loving wolves he knows nothing of, and then boring himself of them once they like him enough to let him know them well. This wolf likes to 'test' others, and will do it quite frequently. He'll be an absolute devil to them, and if they resist it and let him come near, he'll be considerably nicer, and a very good friend, though still arrogant, stubborn and judging. Apparently an inveterate pessimistic, Samael can be pretty optimistic, at Wilde's words 'out of sheer terror'. He prefers to ilude himself of the world's harshness at times, though frowns upon any other wolf's naivety. He has very dark thoughts most of the time, but hates the shadow of any over-sentimentalism coming from one that isn't himself. Hypocritical, maybe, but what is life but a duality?
history: Born to a mediocre hunter and a female guard with low standards, Samael was named because his birth came at a very untimely moment. A war had broken between packs, and Vera, the pup's mother, was quite needed. He was a dead weight to the pack, because he disabled an important wolfen, and was the only pup from his litter, the other ones dying from a snake's bite. If he was dead, his mother would have nothing to look after and would be able to defend her pack, therefore the name thrust upon him by an elder was 'Samael', 'God's venom', mixing the event with his brothers and sisters with the disgrace he was.
Contrary to his name, the pup was sweet and caring. Somewhat of a hopeless romantic, he fell in love with a female that was way older than he was, in her rebellious fase and that therefore wanted aggressive, imposing wolves for mates, fighters, not lovers like Samael. Therefore, he undercame a personality change as he grew that he later affirmed that came on it's own, but that his mother and father blame on the female. Her want for a demon wolf, or his own destiny, or both mingled, made him hate his pack, the world and ultimately, himself. Samael was bored in the peace that had come over the pack, and during one of the hunts, he couldn't control his fury when another wolf was able to hunt down a prey he could not, and even if that came of Samael's lack of experience and skill, he accused the wolf, also proud, of cheating. The fight broke even if the rest of the hunters argued that all that mattered was the meat. A better fighter than a hunter, the white wolf was able to defend himself well, but his first fight was soon lost. Even with that, his targeted female took interest in his wounds. Soon, however, he saw how her beauty was only...pelt-deep. Bored with life once more, he left his pursuit of her and started going on adventures by himself, lashing his fury out on anything he could get his paws on, trees or small animals. His rebelliousness, that contrasted with his previous sweetness, irritated his alpha, and he was kicked out and expected to make his whole life his own little adventure, and to come back when he was mature enough to be a true wolf.
It was all his fault, of course, but he decided to blame on life and his parents and his past love his downfall. Ever since then, his pride has made him uncapable to return to his previous pack, but he has met many wolfs during his aimless journeys. Not all like him, but that's their fault, in his opinion.
lineage:
birthpack: Eira.
sire, Fenrir.
dam, Vera.
siblings, Dead/Unknown to him.the roleplayer
ooc name: Viv/Thornpaw/Thorny.
age: 15.
gender: Female.
roleplay level: Mhm. Semi-Literate, I'd suppose.
