Faux.

[Super Vixen]

I am Faux.
A young she-wolf of 2 winters.
My pelt is a dark shadow.
Yet, in the right light,
the coloration mixes in an auburn hue.
I have orbs of emerald that glisten in the moonlight.
Tall for my age, and gender.
I'm gullable in nature,
And I'm a very humorous sort of wolf.
I find delight in all things.
Through my eyes, evil is non-existant.
I forgive.
I don't forget.
"Ignorance is bliss"
I try to find the good in every wolf,
No matter how cold they may be.
Everything matters.
No excuses.
My heart is sensative and easily broken.
Though, it can be simply repaired.
Since I was raised on my own,
I never truely grew up.






Growing up, I never truly knew what a pack was. I knew what it was, but without the experience of being in one, I didn't know how it was. I was always so curious. A fond memory of mine happened when I was just a youngling.
Dexereus,
My Savior
My "Father"
My Teacher
My Love,
took me with him everywhere he went. He couldn't just leave me alone for something to come along, pick me up, and take me away forever and ever. One afternoon we went fishing. Well, he went fishing. He tried to teach me, but it was a miserable failure, so I ended up watching...As we he fished, a pack of wolves came into view across the water. They looked fierce and menacing. Though, as a young pup I didn't take any notice. In awe, I watched the mighty leader force us to pass through the land after Dexereus declined an offer to join them as a family. The memory of him sits so fresh in my mind; his scent still lingers."Let The Chips Fall Where They May." He used to say that a lot. He liked being on his own. Just the two of us. I felt the same. He used to tell me that I didn't need to conform to anything. I didn't have to listen to anyone. There was no such thing as authority. If he joined the pack, then he would be going against everything he believed in. My Dexereus a hypocrite? No way..
Deep down in my heart, I knew that Dexereus wasn't only teaching me how to survive, he was teaching himself. I often wondered how he came about to be on his own. Was he in a pack before? Was he kicked out? Did he just..leave? I used to ask him that a lot. He always replied with a cocky grin. "How much can you know about yourself, if you've never tried to make it out on your own?"
I was never sure how true he was with me. At times when he thought I was sleeping, I'd often see him lingering alone with a sullen look; deep in thought.
Then it all crashed.
My Heaven
My Heart
My Mind.
Dexereus was no where to be found.
He told me the night before that he was leaving. That I shouldn't have listened to him. That I needed to find a family and gain as much as I can. To Grow Up.
I was half asleep when he told me, and had no idea that he was remotely serious.
When morning came, I woke to watch the sunrise. He usually went out to fetch breakfast.
He didn't come back.

Here I am now. In the lands of Glyn trying my hardest to forget my Dexereus. To start anew.


((Life before Dexereus was in a pack of Renegades called Kodou. A nasty fowl pack, no female rights. And a dictating alpha. Faux was cast out on her own by her parents. A Kodou belief is that if you caste out the single female in your litter, then on that day a year from then you will have a litter of strong, healthy males. This happened to Faux and she hardly remembers anything before Dexereus came into her life.))